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I dreamed a dream
I had a dream this night. I dreamt I was skinny and I was sitting eating dinner with my family. I finished my three bites meal and was about to leave the table when my parents stopped me and told me I had to eat some more because I was too skinny. I had a short argument with them until I agreed I would take three whole carrots with me to munch on in my room. And I was happy. I realised I had made it.
Then I woke up. Still fat and still addicted to food.
But this dream really motivated me! I’m determined and I will work hard until this dream becomes my reality!
Me: it is my body and my own fucking choice! I’m an adult and I can do whatever the fuck I want without feeling ashamed! I don’t need to listen to anyone, if I want to starve to get thin it’s my own choice! Deal with it!
Also me: this is a disorder. It’s not a fucking choice. No one should try to choose this and no one (especially me) should not encourage this behaviour! It’s literally killing me and it’s bad bad bad!
To everyone who suffers from this, please get help!
I’m sorry
I’m sush a whining bitch, but I juuuust want to be thin! Is that so much to ask? I just want a fucking thigh gap. A sharp jawline. And a stomach so flat I don’t have to suck in to make my ribs visible. Is that too much to ask?!?
Eating Disorder Media
Movies
- To The Bone
- Perfect Body
- Sharing the Secret
- The Love of Nancy
- Secret Between Friends
- Thinspiration/Starving in Surburbia
- Feed
- The Road Within
- Vincent Wants to Sea
- My Skinny Sister
- Girl Interrupted
- Little Miss Perfect
- Karen Carpenter Story
- Dying to Dance
- Hunger Point
Tv Shows
- Red Band Society
- Make it or Break it
- Glee
- Supersize vs Superskinny
- Starved
- Holly Oaks
- Degrassi
- CSI: The Hunger Artist
- Dr. Phil
Documentaries
- Thin
- Dying to be Thin
- Thin Club
- I’m a Child Anorexic
- Living Sz0
- Extremely Thin Celebrites
- Desperately Hungry Housewives
- A Beautiful Tradegy
- Dying to be Anorexic
- Out of Sight: Invisible ED’s
- Super Slim Me
Books
- Wintergirls
- Elena Vanishing: A Memoir
- Brave Girl Eating
- Unbearable Lightness
- Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia & Bulimia
- How to Disappear Completely
- Diary of an Anorexic Girl
- Being Ana: A Memoir of Anorexia Nervosa
- Beautiful Me
- After the Strawberry
- Letting Ana Go
- Skinny
- Kid Rex
- Second Star to the Right
- My Perfect Little Secret
I want to be skinny
I want sweatpants to look cute on me
I want oversize sweaters to look cute on me
I want thigh high socks to look cute on me
I want bad angles to still look cute
I want shorts to look cute
I want crop tops to look cute
I want to look cute when I snack
I want to look cute when I’m being lazy
I want to be the thin one
I want to be the small one
I want to be skinny
⁂ 35 reasons to be thin ⁂
- looking tiny in a medium sweater
- wearing messy buns and actually looking GOOD
- dainty arms
- wearing bikinis with no shame
- crop topssss
- thin wired glasses
- being able to sit on someone’s lap
- being someone’s thinspo
- “have you lost weight?”
- bralettes
- thigh gaps
- defined cheek bones
- RIBCAGES
- visible collarbones
- getting hugged and being told that your bones are poking them
- being proud of yourself
- actually looking good in a mirror
- never being told to shop in plus sizes
- “that might be a little big on you… maybe try a smaller size?”
- looking good in all the makeup
- cute boys/girls will take an interest in you
- you are the most amazing thing in every room
- being able to put your hand around your arm
- fitting both hands around your thighs
- size 0
- always being a success story
- getting rid of your before pictures
- people actually wanting to kiss you
- never having low self-esteem because you are the env of everyone
- never having chafing thighs
- no gross sweating all the time
- dainty thin fingers
- looking good in sweatpants
- taking cute pictures of your legs in the bath
- “oh you’ve gotten so skinny! how did you do it? you look amazing!
~I do not promote anything!~
Reasons to be thin:
~long socks on thin legs
~normal sweaters that are too big on you
~hugs from tall people
~not being able to grab fat rolls
~no one will ever say you have chubby cheeks
~feeling your ribs when you run your hands over your stomach
~being called small or skinny or thing
~COLLARBONES
~thigh gap
~not always being warm, instead being cold and getting to wear giant sweaters
~cheekbones! perfect for highlighting :)
~anything will look good on you
~thin fingers that someone will want to hold
~being called cute or adorable
~your hips will thin out
~crop tops
~bikinis
~no longer having to cover up in the summer
~no more restricting, you’ll be where you want to be
~getting hit on by cute people
~bralettes
~no more jiggling
slightly unconventional thinspo
Because I’m a lil tired of the typical “I want a guy to notice me”… I just want something real
When you’re thin:
~you will feel your shoulder blades trying to slice through your back like bony little wings
~your under eye circles will become magnificent, like watercolour pools showing your dedication to this skinny hell
~your waist will be so tiny, everyone will have to wrap their arms around up to the elbows to hug you
~your bony knees knock together when you sit in your seat in the classroom, it’s a little uncomfortable but your thighs are so far apart it’s like they’re estranged sisters at thanksgiving dinner
~you’re so lightheaded, that you see stars all the time- your world has turned into a fucked up planetarium
~those collar bones don’t just “hold water”- they cut glass. They are clavicles some people would die for
~the boniness of your fingers feel so good clasped in the hand of another, like a string of pearls wrapped in silk
~you stay home instead of eating out with your friends- it’s bittersweet. You draw pictures of food instead, you work out, or drink tea.
~people will be a little scared or worried around you. You won’t mean to- but your body is too fluttery for them not to feel a little unnerved
Why didn’t I start earlier?
I remember when I was skinny, when I was still small. I had really prominent collarbones, visible ribs and my hipbones poked out.
And I remember when I started to feel my thighs rubbing against each other. I also remember when my ribs and hipbones disappeared in layers of fat. Why didn’t I start then and there? It would have been so easy!
But, oh no! I had to let it get even worse. I had to let my chin get a twin, my stomach several rolls and my thighs just get bigger and bigger. And now I’m a fucking fat ass! Have som fucking self respect! You don’t deserve being fat and ugly! You deserve being skinny and light. You deserve being called small and being envied for your collarbones and ribs again!
So get on working for it!
Drink more water!
Exercise more!
And eat less!!!
Soon your tiny self won’t just be memories, it will be your now.
Don’t you dare give up!
Work for it!